LOL....welcome to the club DT.
At one point last week I was 7 and 0 and then 11 and 4 on ZvW for k/d ratio.
Now I'm 21 and 20.
Last night I kicked but and had some 2 kill flights, but always hung around a bit too long trying for more or trying to help others and WHAMMO!
Sometimes you're the bug, sometimes your the windshield.